By the time most of you read this, I will be in the land of sand, surf, and hot, hot, HOT surfer boys! YAY!!!! And before you get any ideas of me being desperate, lemme tell you, that HOT guys in Adelaide are really, really scarce. Seriously. It's not funny. But then again, maybe the beach is not all it's made up to be. Will update on the HOTness factor. I'm a little apprehensive about the rides, though...after my experience with the Extreme Speed Machine at the Adelaide Fair, I'm not sure my stomach can take it.... But oh well. What doesn't kill you... Just pray there are no "accidents", ok? I'd rather have all my limbs intact. If I even live. And if I don't, lemme tell you all that I love you. (I should call my parents and tell them too....) Girls, you were the best. Maybe it could be like SATC. Let's be each other's soul-mates, and men could be these really great people that we hang out with. Hehe... I'm sure everything will be fine. But just in case, you know? ;) Much love.
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now. (I miss all the significant somebodies back home) I dont watch TV these days. (Not exactly TV, but I watch a lot of downloaded series) I wear glasses or contact lenses. (absolutely fabulous glasses, mind you) I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I've been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (I think) I believe that honesty is usually the best policy. I curse. (Cut down a lot though....) I have changed mentally over the last year.(I wanted to bold this, and say that I hoped it was true. but i figured if I hoped for it, it was also wishing it, kan?) I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. (This would be true at any time, and any place that I am in, at any point in my life) I love sushi. I talk really,really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way I look. (If only....) I am usually pessimistic. (I believe this to be true....but I may have changed over the years) I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. (Sighs with longing) I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. I have a lot of friends. (Can't beat Dennis, but I'm not too bad, I think). I'm currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (But only at home!) I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping. (of course, the one thing better than window shopping is shopping!) I would rather shop than eat. (it depends where i'm eating. coz if i were back home, i'd rather not shop. food is good back home. food here sucks, and clothes are super cheap!!!! *grins*) I don't hate anyone. (I still need to forgive some people) I'm a pretty good dancer. (Again, sighs longingly) I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. (I've not been so fortunate to have to turn down more than one or maybe 2 people in my lifetime, unlike daFunkyMonkey) I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. (I hate dust!!!!) I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. (i think me not being shy has gotten me into a lot of trouble before....) I have tried alcohol before. (To my boyfriend's utter disappointment) I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (Back home, or here?) I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (I'm not a fan of the scandals. But he's an amazing entertainer. I loved him in his hey-day). Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I am happy at this moment! I'm obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. (I wasn't very sure how to answer this one, coz I don't know if it means that most of my time is spent studying, or whether I actually bother to study for most of my tests, but in any case, I actually do bother to study, but I don't bother to do it for most of my waking life). I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (I'm not sure how other people tie their shoelaces....) I am comfortable with who I am right now. (I'm still way too fat, and there's nothing I can do about my face, unfortunately.... or the lack of talent and wit) I have more than just my ears pierced. (I wish I could at LEAST get my ears pierced!!!!) I walk barefoot wherever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (when I've actually determined which dream I want to go after) I'm proficient in a musical instrument. ( HOW I WISH!!!! Does the voice count as an instrument?) I have worked at a McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. (never really had an office job, so I wouldn't know....) I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went to college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. (I fell for the worst person. But I think I did pretty good this time around. =p) I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I somehow enjoyed this thingy !!! I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. (certain notes are ok....) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. (I used to. And from what my sister tells me, I snore as well.) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (This post is the perfect example of that. I should be doing my assignment right now) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. (this needs elaboration....i can appreciate jazz, but does this mean that I have to be able to play jazz for it to be in my blood?) I wear a toe ring. I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. (I LOVE ALL MY EX-STARBUCKIANS FROM MV!!!!) I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is I have been to over 15 conventions. (i don't keep track....) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. I'm an artist. (at heart.) I only clean my room when necessary. (which is often) I like a person of the same sex. (again, define like, coz i LOVE all my girlfriends back home!!!) I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie...
I stab: theZebra FJ Selina (so that she will finally update her blog) Swen Chiam (so that he doesn't need to think of a topic to blog about)
This is super cool! I didn't expect much, but I swear, my jaw dropped. For the performance on the night I went, one of the guys actually totally let go of the bike. No hands. Awesome stuff.
As for the precision driving, it was quite impressive. Here's my dedication to Chai-Chai. Hehe...it's not really clear though.... you guys would've loved it. You have to see it for yourselves though...
Unfortunately, I couldn't catch a video of the Big Boy's Ballet. It's basically 4 mini excavators "dancing" in time to the music. You won't believe how super adorable it is! Imagine them dancing to the waltz in The Nutcracker! Now imagine them balancing on their front two wheels, and spinning around. Uhuh. I'm not joking. And when they bounce around, while balancing on the front wheels, it looks like they're doing a spinning "turtle"! You bboys out there will understand. Hehe.... these boys are pretty skilled. Wish I had a video to show you... oh well... maybe next year. =P All in all, I had a great time at the fair. Wish you guys could've been there though... =)
May You bless and keep Your child in Your tender loving care. Make Your face to shine upon him. I pray that he will come to know You, and to love You. That he will have a living and active, intimate relationship with You. I pray Father, that You will be the author of his life. That he will surrender everything unto You, Reveal Yourself to him, May he see that a life without You, Is not a life worth having. I pray that You would grant him wisdom, and understanding, That he may face the trials of his life on earth. Lord You have given us everything we need to face all adversity. I pray that You will grant him Your grace in abundance, That he may see and believe in all that You are capable of. I pray that he will come to know You as a father. As a lover, and a friend. That he will come to You, with his innermost secrets. You will be his confidante. I pray that You would allow him to experience You in all Your magnificence & glory. That he may call himself Your son, And experience what it's like to be called a child of God. Father I pray, that with Your spirit in him, His life will change forever. I thank You, Jesus. For the life that You have given to each of us. Not just the gift of a physical life. But of a spiritual life, that we may reach out and touch You.
In as much as You have given us, May we give our lives back to You. Thank you, Jesus.
Today, I was amazed, touched, unspeakably moved by the kindness met by people who I can hardly say that I'm close to. In times of frustration and utter desperation, God planted these people at the perfect time and place to tell me that He's there, and that He cares for me. That He's looking out for me. I cried an abundance of tears which have been welling up in me since I've left my beloved homeland. And now that the floodgates have been opened, I feel....relief. (Although I do have a pouding headache).
From Melanie, in OCF:
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. [b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."
14For this reason I kneel before the Father, 15from whom his whole family[a] in heaven and on earth derives its name. 16I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
20Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
So many times I've told myself not to "box up" God. And yet, every single time I am met by adversity, and I bring myself back to Him, I am again astonished by how I will never, ever be able to fathom His greatness, His love, & His merciful grace. How insignificant I am, and yet this God, this omnipotent being, has chosen to love ME. HE chose ME!!!!
My brother told me, that I would find God in Adelaide. I laughed when he told me that he was surprised to find God in Kansas. That somehow he thought he wouldn't find God anywhere other than KL. And look at me! Did I think that my God was so small, He wouldn't be able to find me here? That He wouldn't be able to touch me, or speak to me?
There are so many questions unanswered. So many things I want to find out. Sometimes, I wish I could just KNOW the answers. But nothing in this life comes easy. And I know that God cares more for the building of my character than He does for the actual result.
And I pray, for more strength, for more courage, for more wisdom, and for a whole lot of patience. And I pray, that you will pray this with me. That I may come to know my Maker. To know what it is, to truly be a child of God. To have a living, active relationship with my Father, my Friend. That I may rediscover this relationship, and fall in love with Him over and over again.
1 Hear my prayer, O LORD; let my cry for help come to you.
2 Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress. Turn your ear to me; when I call, answer me quickly.
Today, ok fine, yesterday, being the national day of my beloved country, reminded me of how much I miss it. posts on foong jin's blog reminded me of how much i miss the food. and on another dungu's blog, all the patriotic advertisements that seem to pervade the national tv channels. sigh...petronas still has the best ads. =) And this yea is the first year that I've missed PBA, which is always held on the merdeka weekend!!!!! *sniff sniff* cameron!!!! sigh....although I think I would much prefer the beach. Pangkor.... sigh.... Honestly, it was gorgeous. The water was much cleaner than I expected. Don't worry, peeps. I'm brushing up on my cooking skills so that I can cook for y'all when I get back! hehehe... And ltr today, I'm off to the zoo to observe a bongo!
Welcome to this hobbit's habitat. Yes, I am short, but I don't have furry feet, ok? thank you very much. I love to sing, and dance. Love coffee, and music (anything but heavy metal). Please leave comments!!!