Have you ever noticed...?
Friday, October 12, 2007
How you can never forget the things that you REALLY wanna forget?
- Embarrassing moments
- Stupid things you said
I notice I tend to replay these things a lot in my head.
Which is why, probably those closer to me would have noticed, I sometimes talk to myself.
Usually it's to tell the other person (the person from my past [in my head] who made me feel bad) to shut up, or to tell my head to shut up totally.
My brother says I have a very sensitive spirit. I think he's right.
to understand more. I think I fit squarely into that category.
Feelings of rejection (which are actually insecurities about my own abilities)
Lack of self-confidence
Haunted by my past.
Sounds like I'm totally psycho, right? But I don't think I'm alone in this. A lot of people go through the same stuff. Maybe not all at once, but at some point or other. Having said that, all these things are closely linked. So... you could be just like me. ;)
I'm not sure whether I lack a love of myself, or I need validation of other people's love for me.
In my head, I *know*there are people who love me. I just don't *feel* loved.
But should love for myself be dependent on whether others love me?