Have you ever noticed...?
Friday, October 12, 2007
How you can never forget the things that you REALLY wanna forget?
Like...
- Breakups
- Embarrassing moments
- Stupid things you said
Which is why, probably those closer to me would have noticed, I sometimes talk to myself.
Usually it's to tell the other person (the person from my past [in my head] who made me feel bad) to shut up, or to tell my head to shut up totally.
My brother says I have a very sensitive spirit. I think he's right.
Read this to understand more. I think I fit squarely into that category.
Feelings of rejection (which are actually insecurities about my own abilities)
Negative self-talk
Inferiority complex
Lack of self-confidence
Haunted by my past.
Sounds like I'm totally psycho, right? But I don't think I'm alone in this. A lot of people go through the same stuff. Maybe not all at once, but at some point or other. Having said that, all these things are closely linked. So... you could be just like me. ;)
I'm not sure whether I lack a love of myself, or I need validation of other people's love for me.
In my head, I *know*there are people who love me. I just don't *feel* loved.
But should love for myself be dependent on whether others love me?
*smiles wryly*
posted by HobbiT at Friday, October 12, 2007
3 Comments:
I FEEL THE SAME TOO!!!
Absolutely know what u are talking, thinking about and feel :)
You're not alone.
October 18, 2007 at 9:17 PM
GOD loves YOU
October 22, 2007 at 4:29 AM
you are not alone on this one...
November 3, 2007 at 1:12 AM
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